“For I have come down from heaven
not to do My will
not to do My will
but to do the will
of Him who sent Me.” Jn. 6:38
“Walking on the water is easy to the impulsive pluck, but walking on dry land as a disciple of Jesus Christ is a different thing. …It is inbred in us that we have to do the exceptional things for God; but we have not. We have to be exceptional in the ordinary things.” O. Chambers
Personal
story: Many of you know that Betsy has increasingly struggled with being able
to focus/think clearly this the last year. Doctors recently discovered the primary
reason: a node in her heart
throwing an extra 30,000 beats a day, causing decreased oxygen to her brain and
extremities. Long story short, Betsy underwent a heart procedure 2 weeks ago to
“kill the usurping node”. And this is where we witnessed 2 miracles:
First
miracle: 4 days prior to heart surgery, Betsy went in for a normal teeth
cleaning and showed the dentist a loose crown. Over a 2 yr. timeframe she’d regularly
told him this crown was loose, but this time he agreed that he needed to take a
closer look.
~By
the end of the next day, Betsy had undergone oral surgery to clear the
reservoir of infection, place an artificial bone in her jaw, graft gum tissue
to cover the hole, and infuse her with antibiotic to kill any remaining
infection.
Miracle: Had Betsy not had the
routine teeth cleaning, the large infection would have gone undetected and
Betsy could have died with the heart surgery 4 days later.
(Additionally,
Betsy shared the Lord with her oral surgeon who enthusiastically exclaimed, “I
know why this happened to you, Betsy…so you could come share Him with me.”)
Next
miracle happened on the operating table 4 days later: Betsy underwent a 2hr
40min. heart procedure with ZERO anesthesia (the doc needed to “jack”
her heart and took no risks with sedation.) ~Infused with adrenaline, Betsy was
“hyper aware” of the lively discussion taking place in the operating room. As
the docs administered drugs to give her a literal heart attack, lying
motionless, naked and hurting, she candidly shared the Lord and His promises.
~At
2 hrs 20 min. the procedure appeared to be complete, and 3 of the 4 catheters
to her heart were pulled. THEN, as friends from all over prayed: “the 4 sec
miracle”. Betsy’s heart started throwing PVC’s every beat (the usurper node
was still alive, and 1 cath was still in)
~The
doctor became animated, ecstatically barked orders, and told Betsy “brace for
pain”. The room became a fluster of activity as the doctor went into Betsy’s
heart through the one remaining catheter, found the “usurper node” (who was
nuzzled up next to her aorta), burned him dead twice, and then enthusiastically
verbalized this miracle to his entire team!
Now,
breathe….…and let’s return to Oswald Chambers’ quote of being exceptional in
the ordinary things. ~We fully recognized heart and oral surgery aren’t
“ordinary”. The point is, in our own
assessment we Cleary’s have felt somewhat sidelined from what we thought was our “calling” this last
year, sidelined from “doing exceptional things for God”. How
wrong.
God
is in charge of the calling. God engineers the circumstances. God gives the platforms.
Our
job is to be so tightly connected with Him, we live and breathe His essence, infusing
His glory into every circumstance/relationship we find ourselves, whether grand
or ordinary.
May
we choose to live light in His love
and strength this week.
Much love, ~Shaun and Betsy
A picture of Betsy before her first swim, post surgery. Happy girl.
Much love, ~Shaun and Betsy
A picture of Betsy before her first swim, post surgery. Happy girl.